peace

why do we strive for which we do not wish to achieve?
are we victome of war
lust
and greed
yes,
we all are every once in a while, love does not come without a fight, i live to see the day when the power of love overcomes the love of power
see in todays culture we look past love, past good friends, and all we care about is money, sex, and power.
its all true, you can not deney it, our world is wicked and we need to save us from ourselves

this is my life

Friday, January 29, 2010

..i asumed you didnt care

Zach: hello?
you there?
please text me?
what did i do?

Vanessa:Zach

Zach:you didnt you text me?
HELLO
hello
hello...



shhhh, the world is watching.. but they dont care,
they dont understand, i love you with my heart and sole
but slowly i come to relize that im a vicome of my own torture..
please, your eyes cut like razor blades into my heart
your name is there forever, cut slow becuase i want to feel the pain
of your love..
im not the best i may not be what you want but please tell me if you care
do you love me??
will you forever?
.........
.........
will you marry me?
?
i love you
vanessa.
as i slowly cut love into the very fabric of my reality
i slowly bleed an o so unpleasent blood of my worst fear
the blood of my heart broken in two and missing you
the only thing that keeps this heart beating is the thought that
i may be with you
Vanessa?
do you love me?
okay,, goodbye.. goodnight.. forever..
i slowly carve the exit of this world into the my arm
the very arm that held you close when you were scared
that held you close when i told you i love you
..
the blood poors from the sole of the unholy..
goodnight
im sorry i had to prove i love you, and wont live without you
(2 hours later)

Vanessa: Hello zach?
I love you.. please take me back..

Zach: (this number has been deleted due to death)

Vanessa: what!!!
ill be with you soon, to tell you i love you,
:) wait for me,

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